When the super gloomy came to my life for the first time
I don’t know why, what must I to do
this is first of too much problem in my life
this is very different, so difficult on my thinking
so painful, I’m really down and crushed
I
lost everything on myself,
not
money or anything like a property, wealth or anything like that
but
this soul, my confidence, my straight mind
the
true of real me is gone… gone…
I lost myself
I like wanna suicide for this situation
I really hurt, I am alone
the dark in surround me
I’m feel so broken heart
But, …
I’m still alive
I have a choice
I must choose
because, I have a chance
and I don’t want to be
like this
I go…
I go for far away
to heal me… now by myself
maybe the feelings of that situation can come again
but I think for now,
I can feels free…
I just wanna be happy
until for the second the
gloomy making me will be crazy
but for the umpteenth time
I’m save again
I’m lucky, ‘cause many of kind
people in near me
their very helping me for
still alive
I still survive and I really be grateful
for everything on my life
I know and I get’ll my destiny to my life
The way of my life making me to be stronger
I’ll gonna die if was I
give up
or… maybe I can still to
be here
because I’ve angel…
angel from God
to always protect me,
even
if I ever will to be killed of something
inside
or outside of me,
but I know for a one something important
why I’m still here
I can use my all power for the true meaning of my life
my destiny to be alive… in my life
lost everything on myself,
not
money or anything like a property, wealth or anything like that
but
this soul, my confidence, my straight mind
the
true of real me is gone… gone…
I lost myself
I like wanna suicide for this situation
I really hurt, I am alone
the dark in surround me
I’m feel so broken heart
But, …
I’m still alive
I have a choice
I must choose
because, I have a chance
and I don’t want to be
like this
I go…
I go for far away
to heal me… now by myself
maybe the feelings of that situation can come again
but I think for now,
I can feels free…
I just wanna be happy
until for the second the
gloomy making me will be crazy
but for the umpteenth time
I’m save again
I’m lucky, ‘cause many of kind
people in near me
their very helping me for
still alive
I still survive and I really be grateful
for everything on my life
I know and I get’ll my destiny to my life
The way of my life making me to be stronger
I’ll gonna die if was I
give up
or… maybe I can still to
be here
because I’ve angel…
angel from God
to always protect me,
even
if I ever will to be killed of something
inside
or outside of me,
but I know for a one something important
why I’m still here
I can use my all power for the true meaning of my life
my destiny to be alive… in my life
Prasetyo Peuru Henry Putra 
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